Laa Tahzan, Innallaha Ma'ana

From Al Qur'an Asy-Syura 42 (30-39)

Whatever misfortune happens to you, is because on the things your hands have wrought, and for many (of them) He grants forgiveness

Nor can ye frustrate (aught), (fleeing) through the earth; nor have ye, besides Allah, any one to protect or to help.

And among His Signs are the ships, smooth-running through the ocean, (tall) as mountains.
If it be His Will He can still the Wind: then would they become motionless on the back of the (ocean). Verily in this are Signs for everyone who patiently perseveres and is grateful.

Or He can cause them to perish because of the (evil) which (the men) have earned; but much doth He forgive.

But let those know, who dispute about Our Signs, that there is for them no way of escape.

Whatever ye are given (here) is (but) a convenience of this life: but that which is with Allah is better and more lasting: (it is) for those who believe and put their trust in their Lord:

Those who avoid the greater crimes and shameful deeds, and, when they are angry even then forgive;

Those who hearken to their Lord, and establish regular Prayer; who (conduct) their affairs by mutual Consultation; who spend out of what We bestow on them for Sustenance;

And those who, when an oppressive wrong is inflicted on them, (are not cowed but) help and defend themselves.

The recompense for an injury is an injury equal thereto (in degree): but if a person forgives and makes reconciliation, his reward is due from Allah: for (Allah) loveth not those who do wrong.

From Bible Psalm 102 (1-11) A prayer of an afflicted person who has grown weak and pours out a lament before the Lord

Hear my prayer, LORD; let my cry for help come to you.

Do not hide your face from me when I am in distress.

Turn your ear to me; when I call, answer me quickly.

For my days vanish like smoke; my bones burn like glowing embers.

My heart is blighted and withered like grass; I forget to eat my food.

In my distress I groan aloud and am reduced to skin and bones.

I am like a desert owl, like an owl among the ruins.

I lie awake; I have become like a bird alone on a roof.

All day long my enemies taunt me; those who rail against me use my name as a curse.

For I eat ashes as my food and mingle my drink with tears

because of your great wrath, for you have taken me up and thrown me aside.

My days are like the evening shadow; I wither away like grass.

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I'm down. I lose my way and my path. I open my cellphone and searching for the best paragraph and verve from Holy Al Quran. I asked my bestfriend about the best verve from Bible. I just need some extraordinary words to save me from my despair.

I found 'em. I cried when i read it. I dont even know what should i do next. Help me, God.

Help me.. help me to find my way to erase my pain. Or to erase my memories.

I'm too weak now. Please help me, ya Allah ya Robbi...